Tuesday, July 31, 2018

I'm gonna keep on keepin' on.

I quit my job.
My final day is on the 6th. I'm going to take some time off before I begin my next project with a career.
I feel like the choice I made has potential for growth.
I can't say I settled, but my Plan A didn't work out. Which, usually that's the case.
The job seems nice. I think I am mentally prepared to handle what comes with it.
The nice thing is the money. And then on top of that is the idea that I can grow with the project as it expands. I would love to be in management again. I like to influence people to be better.
So my plan is to kick back and learn the job really well, excel at it then work towards being more.
I say that with in the year I will try to move around in the company. Becoming a trainer, or someone who does the interviews.
I've been re-writing the story. I think where it's at now is really cool because it's less about the real world and it's more about a world of this video game hub.
The character is able to show his true colors and be himself.
Something happens to break the norm of the land, and that's the pilot.
It introduces Oliver and sets up his journey. I need to work in how Monsterbutt comes in to it all.
The introduction is pretty cool. I have been working on trying to figure out a cool way to have the show introduction, so it covers imagery of the land / hub world, Oliver, Monsterbutt and the other things that happen. I mean most shows intros have so much in them that if you were to look at it all every little detail means something in the series.
Keep it simple. Keep it to the point.
Keep it cool and interesting.
I have a brief outline of the things I want to happen, now it's about elaborating on it all and making it awesome.

I think for me emotionally right now I'm pretty broken and stressed out. Scared and just like, shocked that I did all these new things.
I think I'm confused on some things with my personal life and maybe I'm worried about committing to a bad choice because of complicated reasons.
The whole quitting my job thing is breaking everything that I knew and breaking the comfort of my bullshit menial existence. It's making me think about things and like, what is it that makes me happy?
Am I satisfied? Is this good enough? Will it work out for me? Does it matter that much to me?
I'm just a little lost and trying to get grounded. It's like I can feel myself spiraling out a little bit.
Hopefully I can catch onto something before it gets out of control and I spin to the ground and SPLAT.

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