Thursday, January 7, 2016


Rough idea for that mario + boo idea I wrote down a while back.

Cleaning it up.
Going through a couple more iterations of it. Eventually it'll be colored and stuff.
I'm thinking of making it a card or something on RedBubble, but definitely having it available at cons or what ever. I don't even know if I'm going to do Comic-Con this year. I guess we'll see. I'm kind of trying to save money for it already

I've been wanting to do leggings or scarf patters since they were made available on RedBubble a bit ago. So I finally sat my happy ass down and got to work on one of the rough ideas, which is still in the rough idea phase.
I want to do a Legend of Zelda one, Final Fantasy with a cactuar, and a Mario themed one.
So once I nail down the composition on this LoZ one I can go in and just make others really quickly by replacing icons with others. Easy-Peasy.

here's something I have never done- Well a couple of new steps for me.
This came to be as I was looking at my list of things to do for con as well. And one option was Boob Anime Chick. Well I chose Stocking, because mainly why draw something you don't love? I noticed a lot of artists were selling work of stuff they loved the most because they loved to draw it.
So obviously I was like mmm. Stocking is super cute and she could be one of the two anime girls I drew.
Anyways, I never draw women. I'm just not good at it. Let alone anime girls. So There's a rough.
It still needs tweaking. I'm looking to Shadman for inspiration with his over sexualized women.

Just messing with color / redrawing / comp / tangent issues / everything.
I guess I'm just nervous about it because I've never taken this direction with art before.
It's exciting. But I also don't want to fuck it up.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

3 Days.

Three days into the new year and I'm already feeling a huge difference.
I'm excited and hopeful that I will make things great this year.
I realized what I have done wrong last year and am hoping to finally grow from it.
It was like making a farm from nothing.
I cleaned it up. Got everything ready. I have the right tools. The basic know how and the seeds were planted. It's time to nurture them.
Create a farm of creativity, self worth, and inner beauty.
I'm eager to stop my mental game of beat me up.
I'm ready to honestly love myself and be more kind to myself.
I have been so down on things that I just am so tired of it.
I give up. It's hard to put this into words because I don't really know what I'm trying to say.
Mentally, I talk to myself like I'm a worthless piece of shit.
I bully myself constantly. I talk myself down and I talk myself out of things.
I'm not doing it anymore. I'm tired of this shitty self image and this shitty internal monologue.
Three days days so far, of positive self growth. Three days of actually feeling like I'm worth something.
I just need to stay diligent and keep working towards something.

Friday, January 1, 2016

Make 2016 great.

The only person in charge of your shitty pathetic life is you.
So stop making it so shitty and pathetic.
Become something of legend.
Become the thing that is remembered.
Become the right things.
Let go of the shit
and just be something that is greater than what was.