Saturday, December 10, 2016

Liberation

Thursday I decided to take a stand for myself.
After countless arguments and being scolded like a child and treated worse at my job I decided to quit.
I left.
I'm not going back.
I felt like I had to keep trying for some reason. Like I had to put myself through it.
And I don't. I don't have to put up with abuse, verbal and mental, from anyone.
It's not like the job was bad, it's just the management has no grasp on how to treat employees or handle situations that come up with people who work and interact with each other on a daily basis.
I liberated myself from a terrible situation.
I am free.
Free to do what I choose. Move, run, hide, plant myself some where else, blossom, be human, live and be happy.
I am terrified right now.
I have seriously $0. I usually have a back up plan but for the first time in my life I'm just winging it.
I keep thinking about what to say but honestly I have nothing.
I cant think of anything nice to say. I'm just not going to say anything at all.
Keep letting that guy, Eric, think that he's some kind of good dude, when really he's not.
The situation just got out of hand recently and I was basically forced to walk away because it would end up with me blowing up and spending time in prison.
No one should talk to someone else like he talked to me.
Freedom is a scary thing.


I finished the Lion.
He looks like he can hang out with the other animals.
I should really color them. Or maybe make a coloring book? I don't know.
Maybe I should work on making furry art. Get some commissions and work on Patreon. Start my porn empire.

I sent a couple of fans of the stream a sticker for Christmas. I got some pictures of them so far. I'm excited they liked them.



Pizza Ghost!!! Let him take over the world!
How exciting. =)

In the meantime I have no idea what to do.
I'm just kind of in limbo.
I guess I should work on stuff.

Thursday, December 1, 2016

Zachy used Struggle. It's not very effective.


You ever feel like even though you're taking steps forward, you actually aren't making any progress at all?
Like you're on a treadmill.
I drew a robot guy walking his dog a while ago and posted it on Intsagram.
Figured I would push it to the next level.
I just had a lot of things to work out as far as style and stuff went.




So I just did a rough layer of drawing on top to kind of figure out what shapes and shit I wanted to do.

It's not finished, but it's most of the way there.
Looking to color it and texture it soon.

Also, adding another character to my hipster animals.

A lion, smoking a j and eating some pizza.




I did a little bit more drawing to add some style to him. Looking at adding Pizza Ghost to him some how, like a patch on his pants or just a reference to him on the t shirt.
There's the progress without the shit line work behind it.
I think he fits with the realm.
Thinking about coloring the whole crew and I want to do some other animals.