Thursday, January 24, 2019

Xen & Teebo Update.

I am currently in the phase of getting the story completed so that way I can establish the mood as well as work out a lot of the kinks with story telling. This will help my friend do the visuals. I hope that it reads well, and then it could be translated to film well.


     Birds fly out of the harsh dense treetops of a woodland area as a loud horn sounds. In the dense trees next to the river, the tribal villagers scramble to their wood and stone homes as the ground shakes.  A roar from an unknown creature is heard. People push past a young boy. He's standing there oblivious to the up rise in panic. The young boy holds his hand out, a bright red and green leaf in his hand. A gliding lizard lands on his hand and crawls up his arm chewing on the leaf. The boy laughs and pets the lizard with his finger. The hurried sound of footsteps are heard when next to him a hardened young man kneels down. His voice very strong and commanding.
     "Xen, are you OK?" the young man asks.
     "Yeah, why?" Xen asks curiously, his voice is playful. Xen looks around and sees everyone running around. "What's going on?"
     "Didn't you hear the horn? Stay right here." He demands patting his shoulder harshly, "I will be right back."
     "OK Shu!" He says giggling trying to keep the lizard from crawling on his head.
     Shu steps up to a small gathering of the village elders.
     "Oh, there you are Shu. We were just talking about you." The shaky old voice from the village chief perks up. His eyes heavy, he looks to Shu. "We know you have some kind of plan! Are you taken Xen with you this time?"
     Shu angrily interjects. "No, he's not ready." He gets defensive with a furrowed brow.
     The village elders laugh, "You would be surprised!" One says in the huddled group. "Look how much you've grown since that age." Another remarks playfully. "We've all come a long way..."
     "This isn't some kind of game!" Shu says, touching the scar on his arm. He rubs his shoulder. "Xen is still too naive." He glances over his shoulder and sees Xen with the lizard and now a giant blue flying horned beetle. "He doesn't understand the kind of danger these creatures contain."
     The horn sounds again but closer now.
     "OK Shu, what's the plan?" The village elders ask with urgency.
     Shu nods and they discuss actions to take if the city is breached. Xen is keeping a watchful eye on Shu and in that instant he rolls into the bushes nearby.
     After explaining the next steps to take Shu looks up and notices Xen isn't there, but at this point he has to hope he will fend for himself in the village walls. He has everyone's lives to think about.
     Xen also begins to run, after seeing Shu was distracted he was able to sneak away. Xen begins running to a small ruined house. The lizard jumping and gliding keeping up with him. Slowly trailing behind is the big blue beetle.
     Shu begins to run towards a large tower on the towns outer walls, two young warriors following him trying to keep up with him. A chubby warrior slowly trailing behind.
     Xen jumps through a bush and does a sloppy roll. He gets up and dusts himself off. The lizard landing on his shoulder and the horned beetle hovering over him. He stands in front of a large ruined temple with old faded paintings. The paintings show humans with large creatures.
     Shu jumps over a wooden fence and does a stylish roll hopping up to his feet and doing a running jump over a wall. He begins to enter a massive building with large spikes and large monster bones.
     Xen enters the ruins casually. He directs the lizard to the wall. It glides to the wall and disturbs a string mushrooms. The mushrooms are very large and damp. The sound of rushing water can be heard as the trickling of water can be seen dripping through the wall and onto the mushrooms. The mushrooms shake releasing a small cloud and as the spores spread a light blue hue illuminates a path down a long dark hallway. The mushrooms glow with a light blue intensity allowing Xen to see the way.
     Xen cheerfully hops and skips down the hallway walking past imagery on the walls. The pictures depict a time from so long ago. Crude pictures of humans interacting with a large variety of beast ranging from small to insanely huge. The mural is some what of a scale and as Xen nears the end of the wall it shows a large beach with a large creature as if to guard the shore. The creature has a colorful set of feathers. Off in the distance in the ocean is a massive white and blue water dragon. Only a portion of it is displayed due to the massiveness of it. It's half covered in the ocean.
     Xen meanders past and gets settled into his little hide out. He walks into this large room. It's the epicenter of a large temple. The cathedral style has an open roof, but plants and earth have covered up most of it, letting only some spots of natural light in. The bright leaves of a vined plant bares a fruit. Xen picks the fruit and collects the bright colored leaves from it. Xen gets comfortable on a hammock made from an old flag. He eats the interestingly shaped fruit and lays the leaves on his belly. The lizard and the beetle climb to him snacking on the colorful leaves.
     Shu enters the warriors guild catching his breath as he walks past a long row of monster trophies. All types of monster bones on display from jawbones to horns and even claws. Shu grabs a spear that is fashioned with a large colorful feather. The hunters guild opens up from that large hallway to a staging area outside the village. Shu and other warriors are gearing up to go on a scouting mission to see what the alarms were sounding for. A handful of hardened villagers are selected as Shu readies a party to move out. They follow the river up a large cliff face as a way to see over the forest of trees. The high ground has always been the starting point to every mission. It allows them to see creatures before they decide to fight. They live deep in the forest because it acts as a buffer from most creatures. They do not go near the riverbed where the village stays. The river leads to the ocean and the village is next to a beach.
    Shu looks over the horizon to see if there's anything. A roar is heard. Shu's eyes widen. The image in his eyes show a younger version of himself. He flashes back in his mind. The same roar is heard again. He is breathing heavily as he's frantically looking around. "What do I do? What do I do?" He says to himself under his breath as he's standing there holding a spear. A piercing scowl of a large creature is heard. It filled him with fear. It sounds like a bear and a cougar. The slam of a giant gray monster claw next to him. The thick leg crushing a wood and stone house next to him with little effort. He is brought to his knees by the tremors. He looks at his hands. They are scratched and bloody. Tears flowing from his eyes. He begins to yell.
     "XEN!? Where are you?" He gets up and starts to run.
     Above him is the belly of a massive creature. The scales were gray and through the smoke he couldn't make out exactly what it is. All he knew is that it was huge. Screams can be heard as smoke billows to the sky. The sound of cracking wood and toppling stone shake through Shu. He scans the area to see if there is any indication of where Xen is.
     Down an alleyway between two buildings Shu spots a swaddled child. Wrapped tightly in a flag of the tribes colors he lays crying. A small baby unable to fend for himself. Shu begins to run to him.
     The massive gray monster's feet clashing with the surroundings. An unknown creature lets out a growl that stops him dead in his tracks. He looks up at the rooftops and sees the bright glaring eyes of a monster through the smoke. Above that was the massive claw of the gray scaled beast. The massive trunk of a leg was coming down.
     Shu started to run and that triggered the eyes in the smoke to slant angrily. His gestures triggered the monster to chase. Through the smoke the creature jumped. It's dark fur and bright feathers around its neck flowing. The massive claw of the scaled dragon comes crashing down. The feathered monster swipes it's claw at Shu, connecting with his shoulder and causing him to be flung against a wall. The wind is knocked out of him. He can't catch his breath as the massive gray claw crushes the building between him and Xen.
     Shu looks up and tries to stand holding his spear defensively. The beast no where to be seen. Shu's shoulder is ripped and torn deep. His blood dripping down his arm. He stumbles to his feet propping himself up. The massive gray scaled monster is gone, all that is left is the ruins of the village. He hears the crashing of the waves near by. It was unreal how quickly things had transpired.
     He looks around and grabs his spear, using it as a walking stick to look for Xen. The smoke clouds break and sunlight shines through. The light points to a small bit of rubble where a village colored flag sits. Shu hurries to the flag and sees Xen there holding a bright colorful feather cooing happily. Shu checks him for injuries and holds him close.
     Shu blinks and instantly knows what he's facing. He shakes off the memory and touches his scar. He rotates his shoulder to remind himself it still works. He scans the edge of the trees looking for any sign of movement. If this monster shows up it could be another catastrophic event.
     Xen hears the the what he discerns to be a roar but thinks nothing of it. The lizard gets frightened. Causing a bit of a disturbance with the beetle. The beetle begins to fly away. Xen, enamored with his new beetle friend tries calling him back with clicks from his mouth.
     "Tsk tsk." Xen motions towards himself.
    The beetle flies and hits against a wall. It's tough shell absorbing the impact. It lands on the wall, using his large horn to create a hole. The beetle crawls through it. Xen follows and is curious about this hole he's never seen before. He looks through it with one big eye. It's too dark to see anything. He begins to unearth this new pathway and as the dust settles he hears the soft growl of a creature.
     The growl sounds playful and it tries to roar. Xen slowly peers around the corner. On his shoulder the lizard is also peering over the corner, scared. Xen see's in this small room an old bird nest and in it crawls the beetle.
     Xen looks around the room as he slowly walks to the center of it. The room is small and above the nest is an opening in the rough that leads outside. Vines come through the hole in the ceiling and down through the nest. In the room a small little flow of water travels from the river near by. He sees the bright leaves of the fruit that grows on the vine. The threads of vines come through this area as well. On the floor next to the nest are pits from the fruit. The colorful leaves scattered around.
     He slowly walks to the nest. The beetles wings can be heard fluttering. Xen's eyes slowly look over into the nest. The beetle is wrestling with a small little catlike cub. The cub is pawing at the beetle. It's hard shell defending it against the cubs claws. The paws of the creature are large and fuzzy. When the paw is raised the claws expand out, on display are these very intense looking razor sharp talons. The lizard instinctively jumps into the nest between, protecting the beetle. The cub retreats into a defensive position. The cubs ears are folded back. It's eyes show remorse.
     Xen extends his hand out to touch the cub. It closes it's eyes and growls. Xen doesn't rear back. He keeps moving his hand slowly towards it. Xen's eyes focused on the cub. His hand hovers above the cubs head. For a moment that seems like an eternity Xen holds his hand there. Xen begins to feel nervous. The cub looks up at Xen. The cub moves it's head to his hand and begins to purr. The cub wraps it's large paws around Xens hand and begins to rub it's chin and cheeks over his hand. Xen pets the cub gently with his other hand.
     Rubbing it's soft fur Xen notices around it's neck these even more beautiful small feathers. The cub is extremely friendly and enjoys the attention Xen gives to him. Xen begins trying to teach it how to sit, using the clicks. With Xen issuing commands the lizard begins doing the same commands. Xen using hand gestures and clicks easily tames the cub, the cub following the lizards lead. Xen and the cub become bonded.
     Xen, thirsty at this point goes to the little flowing river. The clear blue water coursing by, he cups the water in his hands as he takes a drink. He offers some to the lizard, and to the cub. They drink from his hand. The beetle on Xen's shoulder rotating a leaf in it's mandibles.
A bellowing roar is heard off in the distance. The cubs ears perk up and it beings to cry repeatedly. It's frantically looking up through the hole in the ceiling. Xen curiously climbs up the vines with the cub following behind. Xen looks over the ridge into the distance.

Friday, January 18, 2019

Writing about some of my influences with a story.

When thinking about the story of Oliver and Monsterbutt I realized I was using a lot of things that I liked in other stories. These things all really stuck with me over time and I liked a lot of things about them. Link's Awakening being one of my all time favorite stories, and games. The things that happen in it are just really cool, the whole dream world, but having to come back to reality at the end. Everything just ends like a bubble popping. It's there, so magnificent and then pop. It's over.
I broke down the stories to see what I liked about them and what I want to use in mine.

Links awakening.
Link's boat gets struck by lightening and then passes out at sea only to wake up on a mysterious island.
He finds out that nightmares are causing trouble and the only way to make it better is to wake up the wind fish.
The wind fish is asleep and only can a song wake him up. The song is played by 8 instruments. They are guarded.
Fight the 8 dungeons and get the 8 instruments.
In the middle of your journey you find out that waking up the windfish means that you will undo what exists on the island.
You continue to wake up the windfish but evil blocks him from getting there because if he wakes up the windfish it's all over for everyone and everything in the dream.
The nightmare wants to stop him because everything will be undone. Every boss knows this and they try to convince Link to stop. Link pushes on, wakes the windfish after fighting the final nightmare, and found out it was all a dream. He sees a sea gull and thinks of Marin. A girl on the island he liked, who liked him back. Even though Koholint Island is gone it's not forgotten.

Never Ending Story.
Boy is bullied IRL. He's a nerd and uses books to escape. Everything he's read so far is cool. Boy finds book, it's like none other, get's sucked in as main character. Main character is the only one strong enough to go on this journey. He goes to a few different places trying to find a way to save the realm, being tracked down by an evil wolf and surrounded by the void. He meets a few people that help him on the adventure and he overcomes some very difficult trials. He has the help of a close companion Luck Dragon, Falkor. But eventually it all get's forgotten everything is lost, he's standing there with the princess and the only thing he has to do is give her a name. The kingdom is reborn. All is well.

Wizard of Oz.
Bad stuff outside, involving family and people around her. Real life is kinda shitty...  But in the dream it's mirrors the characters. Her uncle, father, etc They all have challenges they go through and then at the end we realize because of the trials they went through together they all have grown and the things they were looking for were there all the time. Then it's all a sham, the Wizard of Oz is a fake but there was some magic there in the end because Dorothy was able to wish herself home. She wakes up and all is good, she has a new found appreciation of those around her.

Where the Wild Things Are. Crazy kid, feels disconnected. doesn't fit int he world. Goes away and lives in the wild, he is able to do what he wants and be who he wants but then comes across a spirit like him, and he realizes he needs to chill the fuck out. He's gone in a fantasy world for a long while and comes back with a better sense of who he is.

Alice In Wonderland.
This story is so cool over all, she falls down the rabbit hole and goes deeper and deeper trying to find a way home until she breaks. The Cheshire Cat just harassing her and providing a lot of perspective. The interactions and morals in the story of all the different creatures and animals. The Queen of Hearts wanting to kill her for something she didn't do. Everyone so scared of her that they fall in line and just do what she says. It's just a nightmare. It's cool how it all comes crashing down and she ends up waking up with a certain appreciation for things.

Over The Garden Wall.
This show just has that deep level I'm wanting to accomplish. They have the dark story telling and the cool, in depth things that if you look at it and analyze it, the meaning is super heavy. The one boy is involved in an accident and it's about how he's come back from the experience he had. The older brother is scared of everything, but the younger brother is excited and wanting to explore it all. It's dark and twisted. The realm is scary and there's lots of lore, and fantasy involved. They have to overcome a lot of interesting challenges to make it back. The end, he wakes up in the hospital after being involved in an accident. Remembering the journey he took it was just a crazy dream that involved the areas he was in before the accident.

All of these stories have the main character take a step back and actually have to be something more then what the thought was intended for them. It's a magnificent transformation of a larva into a butterfly. That metamorphosis in the story is super important to me. I grew up with this trauma and abuse but I never let it define who I was. I could have let it take me down the same path as my parents. Drugs, abuse, everything but instead I let it be a catalyst for something more. I attempted to rise above it and be more from it all. Those things that happened are definitely a part of who I am and it's a strong reason to why I am still here living, and fighting today.
I want to tell the story of a kid who goes through some hard shit in real life but at the end of it all he's truly a great kid. Humility, kindness, companionship, caring, these are things that were not shown to him but he gives it because he knows in his heart it's the right thing.

How do these play into O&MB
The fantasy of it all is major. All the elements come together from each thing to be a part of this story.
first 3 eps. Establishing the real world. How Oliver lives, it sucks because he's poor... Show the abuse. His step-dad really just doesn't like him for some reason. Then establish him getting the game and the stuffed monster. Show Oliver is not confident in himself. Especially after all this abuse. He plays the game and gets settled in, it's a cool fantasy game but everything seems tame and actually kind of boring. His step-dad takes the new monster and rips it slightly, causing some damage to it. Oliver is pretty upset about all of this and decides to run away. His step-dad wont let him leave and Oliver is hit and put in his room. Oliver clicks in the game and the next thing he knows...
He goes into the game, like all the other stories, he leaves and it's turbulent. something strange but next thing he knows he's somewhere new.
he's gone for what feels like a long time and in this time he does a lot of self discovery. He comes out able to stand up for what's right.
In the journey he gains a new friend, the stuffed animal become real. A giant monster who defends him.
He finds out about girls, Celeste. Awkwardly flirty. Building self confidence.But it's also learning about boundaries, she's always looking for an angle to take advantage of people to get what she wants.
He learns how to make friends and find common ground, how to open up about the bad things that happened. Sohn shows him these things as they grow as pals.
The Evil King who represents all these negative things. And how that toxicity corrupts. Everything falls in line under him and it's not good. Absolute power corrupts, absolutely.
The people who fall in line under the evil king are people who want to do the right thing but are turned to evil on accident. The first wizard they come across was actually really heroic before all this, but the evil corrupted him and turned him bad. He died realizing that what he did was wrong but gives Oliver the insight he knew all along. To keep true to his heart.
There will be other generals that need to be stopped, like the one who captured, tortured and hurt Sohn. This gives Oliver a lot of perspective on his situation. Sohn suffers like Oliver does but it's different.

At the seasons end. Oliver will wake up and come to terms with his situation. He will stand up to his step-dad when he's abusing his mother. He's tired of everything he loves being hurt. He uses the new found courage from his adventure to kind of fight back. When Oliver hears the commotion he suits up with things he found in the game, but they are things he already had. He puts on shoes, and dresses up. Then he confronts him while holding the stuffed monster. The step-dad laughing at this weird attempt. He knows nothing will happen so he's not threatened. But Oliver isn't scare of him anymore. Oliver stands up to him. He will call the police. Oliver will be hurt one last time by his step-dad. That last time leaves a mark, or a scar. The series ends with Oliver moving into a halfway house with his mom. A house for battered women.
He goes back to school and makes friends with a girl that looks like Celeste and a boy that looks like Sohn. Everything is looking up for him.

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

2018 the blog post

I started 2018 in a tough spot.
I was in a very toxic situation the hardest thing was realizing I had to do something about it.
But I worked through it and I got a lot accomplished!

In January, I celebrated my birthday, and Garth's birthday as well. It was fun and simple but it was our one year mark and I'm glad to have rescued him. I started the new year with Brian and Darla. We got super drunk and ate pizza. I tried honey whiskey for the first time.
Also, on the 14th my sister, Vanessa died. It was due to heart failure. I have my own thoughts about how things played out for her and it does hurt knowing she's gone.
At the funeral I caught up with some relatives and one got to lighting a bit of a fire on an idea I had been kicking around since college. She told me that since Fox was bought by Disney, and that her wife worked on New Girl that if I kept in contact with them and had some ideas for shows to talk about it might be a good time to pitch something, or even just talk about it.
So I started working really hard on writing Oliver & Monsterbutt. I mean, I was already working on it but now there was a purpose.
This was a shift for me, less actual art work and more writing...

In February I went to the doctor and she ran some blood tests on me and what not. Turns out things are OK. She talked to me about my mental health and suggested I get on medication and talk to a counselor there. I refused. My overall health is OK, just need to lose some weight. I didn't want to take medications or anything because I don't want to slip down the slope my mom is currently in.
I was working at a dead end job with people who were so unhappy with themselves they couldn't even be bothered to assist me with making great changes or doing the right thing.

I think about it from time to time where I just can't believe my old store manager wouldn't consider doing something so simple as to just have a conversation with his employees about their attitudes, or find ways to build people up and support them. I was willing to make big life changes like move to another location in a whole other state. This is how desperate I was to make a change. I didn't want to leave the style of work. I enjoy retail and I really loved the business of working at Zia Records. I just couldn't believe how there was a lack of integrity there. Some of the people I met, I truly care for. It happens when you spend a lot of time together. There were some that did want to see things get better and they did try as best they could but in the grand scheme of it all, nothing was going to change unless the structure of management did something better. It was clear that nothing was going to happen..

I met a girl and we dated for a bit. She was pretty cool, for the most part. As time went on things got a little more complicated. She was a certain way with me, then different with friends, hers and mine. Our love languages didn't mesh. She thought that gifts and things of the material nature were good, which they are nice, but I needed more physical attention, and words of affirmation. It just didn't work out. I gave it the college try though, I didn't want to give up on such petty terms but sometimes thems the breaks.

I worked on my credit pretty hard when I got the job at Zia in 2017. I got a pretty decent credit score, and then started looking for a bank that would lend me money. Knowing that the only way I could get a better job was to get a vehicle, things became pretty clear to me that it was the only way to make things work better for me. So, in April I got a car. I immediately started looking for other jobs and applied like a mad man. I went to interviews before work and just moved mountains to find something better, but alas, no real luck.

During this time I was meeting up with Chris and his wife Amanda, we were doing some physical training. I wanted to get in shape and start working on my physical health. We met up 2-3 times a week and did this for some time before things got complicated with my schedule and his. He is a firefighter now.

I applied at Geico and went through a pretty intensive process, where they talked to me about my pay wage, my schedule and everything but then decided at the last moment to move forward with someone else.
At that time I was pretty bummed out but then I got wind of a new project opening up. Costco needed people to take calls for their online support. I was having a hard time talking myself into going back to a call center, but I applied and got the job. I was super stoked. The hope was that because it was a new project that as it grew I would grow with it. I'm a confident leader with awesome skills. I was eager to be put to the test and utilized properly, unlike my jobs at Bookmans, Zia, and Chatime.

I got the job offer in July. I started in September.
Getting this job did a lot of things for me with my self confidence.
I met a girl that I fell in love with. I made some new friends.
I started dressing better, went to a big and tall store and found clothing that looks awesome and fits well. I was working on myself really hard. I was faking it until things just worked out.
But I quit exercising and stuff. So I gained some weight. I'm currently at my worst. I really need to get it all together. The thing about me falling in love. It was clear in a previous blog post.
I had to walk away because this person made a promise to me and broke it. It was truly painful but I am not letting it kick me back or make my life worse. I have to pick up and move on. Knowing a woman like her is capable of liking me it gave me hope that someone that is even 2 times better than her will come along. She really hurt me though, there's no doubt there.
I currently work with an awesome structure and the management has stuff in place that makes it work working there. I'm currently a floor supervisor. So fuck yeah. Things are good for me.

During this time I tried making this special day with my mom. In the time that I moved out she and I never had the chance to hang out. But now I have a car and all that. So I planned this day with her.
I basically asked her to come over to my place so she could meet my cat and see where I've been staying. I planned a meal with her and eliminated all factors that would cause complications. But, as per the usual... Things unraveled and devolved to her calling me cussing at me telling me how horrible I am and how big of a piece of shit I am. I waited outside her apartment for an hour and a half. I called her repeatedly and asked her what the heck she was doing, only to get the reply that she was still getting ready. In reality she was passed out and messed up on her medication. She couldn't keep it together enough to go through with our plans. It really broke my heart. I cried on my friends shoulder about it...

Art club is still cool. We all get together and work on stuff. I started writing a few short stories while working on O&MB. I missed out on Tucson Comic Con this year just because of my new job. I didn't have art to sell anyways.
I ended the year on a tinder date at the wench. I was looking for a new years kiss but I left the same way it's always been.

Alone and in the rain.

I am hopeful for a great 2019.

Thursday, December 20, 2018

Trying to make progress. Oliver & Monsterbutt Pitch Work.

What I need to get this presentation going:
Images:
I need to get the title image done.
Oliver & Monsterbutt.
Video Game influences with cartridge based game.
Pixel-y looking, Fantasy.
A glimpse of the meteor to help explain the world.

What Oliver looks like.
A little boy with short scruffy brown hair and blue eyes hidden behind big glasses. He wears a dark blue and white striped shirt with blue pants.
In the video game he represents himself but as a character in the game he's different. He's got simple clothing on. A simple tunic and nice boots, a simple sword and shield. He isn't about style, it's about function.

What Oliver's Mom and Dad look like.
What Monsterbutt looks like.
What Celeste looks like.
What Sohn looks like.
What DD looks like.
What the King looks like.
What the Evil King looks like.
What the Shadow Warriors look like.
What the kingdom looks like.

Step 1 /
Concept:
Never Ending Story meets Video Games. (I can't remember how else I described it)
The show will prove with the power of friendship, opening up about trauma, using your imagination, and standing up for what's right in the face of what's wrong is possible.

It's about having to be more mature then you understand. He can't be a kid, because his dad beats him into being an adult, so he never really had the chance to be a kid.
(I need to work the taglines down better)

Oliver is a young boy who struggles with friendships in school. He is shown as lonely and his only escape from the troubles at home and at school is video games.
Oliver suffers a harsh abuse session with his step dad because he's late. His mom is oblivious to the abuse but see's that Oliver needs a pick me up. She sends him into a 2nd hand store to pick out something he really likes and finds a mysterious video game cartridge.
His mother also buys him this strange stuffed toy. Oliver spends time playing the video game, where he disassociates from the troubles of real life and becomes a hero of the realm.
Oliver's step dad punishes him again, and in the game suddenly something happens!
The realm is being overtaken by a group of shadow warriors, they descend from portals that look like visual glitches. The warriors fight with a ferocity like none other. They are fighting to reset the game and delete all the world knows. The king goes missing and Oliver and friends find a way to save the world.
The things that happen in the game give him courage for things in real life. Oliver finds a friend in the game, a creature called Monsterbutt, and Oliver discovers what it's like to have someone in his life that cares. The things that happen in the game help him address big things like having an imaginary friend, talking to his crush at school, having a real best friend, and in the finale, standing up to his abusive father who is the representation of the evil corruption in the video game.

 Main Character:
What Oliver looks like -
A little boy with short scruffy brown hair and blue eyes hidden behind big glasses. He wears a dark blue and white striped shirt with blue pants.
In the video game he represents himself but as a character in the game he's different. He's got simple clothing on. A simple tunic and nice boots, a simple sword and shield. He isn't about style, it's about function.
Who is Oliver? What does he stand for?
In the real world he's a timid boy who struggles with himself due to abuse. He's unsure of himself.
In the video game he's a hero, he does what's right with a high moral obligation to uphold justice. He is everything he wishes he could be in real life. He doesn't realize it, but he really is those things he wants to be. He just needs the game, Monsterbutt and friends to help him realize it.

 World:
Oliver lives in the real world. He lives in a poor part of town and he doesn't really have a lot going for him. He goes to school like any other kid his age and struggles with how to be a kid and make friends.
As Oliver gets into the game, his real life gets worse, causing him to want to disassociate more.
Most of the TV-Series takes place in the land of Gizwald. It's a video game realm where a corruption is spreading and Oliver does everything he can to stop it.
Gizwald is a fantasy video game realm ruled by a king. There are knights, and monsters, armies and wizards. It's a parody of video games in the genre.
Gizwald is a large kingdom built around a fallen meteor. The meteor yielded resources for the realm making it fantastical with awesome weaponry. It's a source of currency and the realms residents live around the kingdom as a whole to progress and work towards a united society. Before the meteor the realm was ruled by huge beasts and monsters, which a hero Desmond Destoldt helped keep at bay with his group of hunters. The fallen meteor attracted all walks, scientists, scholars, soldiers, to group up and eventually the kingdom built up around it. Everyone joining together for the greater good. All of this changes when Oliver gets settled in the realm and saves a local village from a giant beast and meets his new friend Monsterbutt.
Shadow Warriors descend from glitch portals and begin to corrupt the realm and the local beasts and monsters. They are fighting unified to "reset" the game.

Side Characters:
Monsterbutt:

Celeste, she's a trickster type character. She lies and manipulates to get what she wants. She doesn't do it on purpose, she thinks she's doing the right thing. She doesn't reveal any info until it's too late.
Celeste is a few years older, and a little taller than Oliver. She's a bit pudgy, not fat but thick. She's got long golden hair, but she hides it with her clothing. She's hooded, or masked because she doesn't want people to see who she is. She's hiding herself because she's the princess. She likes the color dark green, and black. She's roguish, she uses twin daggers. She's clumsy, so she's prone to falling, tripping, or causing a ruckus unintentionally.
She tricks Oliver and Monsterbutt to help her on a quest to save someone close to her who's sick. She uses their needs to get her ahead. She learns through eavesdropping that they are looking for some one and she uses that information to trick them into taking her somewhere completely different.
Which wastes their time, but in that they gain her as an ally.
As the series progresses we find out she's the princess. Her father, the king, is sick and being corrupted by this strange glitch.
Celeste looks like a girl in school that Oliver has a crush on. In the game, she likes Oliver and he discovers how to talk to girls in real life.

Sohn, is a strong silent type character.
He is tall and skinny. Short buzzed black hair. He's lanky like a bean pole. He's like a member of the Nights Watch from GoT. Black garb, cool black leather armor. He's a warrior type. Like a berserker. He doesn't fight, until later. He's a bit broken because of being tortured by the shadow warriors general. Sohn in deep and enlightened. He helps Oliver realize his true self.
He is alone, and Oliver helps him talk about what he's going through because they relate to each other due to the abuse and trauma. Oliver learns he's able to be open about what happened to him and Sohn shows him he's not useless or less of a person because of what happened.
Sohn learns that his family, his Mom, and older brother were killed by the Shadow Warriors and all that was left was his brother's great sword, which he will use to avenge their deaths. This sparks a bit of conflict because Oliver doesn't think vengeance will solve anything. Causing a bit of a rift in their friendship. But in the end, Sohn has to work side by side Oliver to help bring down the evil, the great sword is the only thing that will hurt the evil king enough to stop him.

Desmond Destoldt, he's the realms iconic hero.
He's old and tired, medium length silver hair, large scar over his white eye, big armor and a huge massive sword that just doesn't make sense on how he uses it. He's big and blocky just a giant of a person. All this ancient monster fighting really bulked him up. He's got a great smile and he's charismatic. He's like a paladin type. He's got an aura around him that just makes it better.
He's an NPC so he's not exactly someone or something that acts on emotion. He's scripted and robotic. But very powerful and a guardian type character. He is the King's guardian, but when Oliver finds him the king is no where to be found. He helps Oliver build confidence early on. Oliver uses DD to exploit things in the game to get further, because Oliver is a long time gamer, he knows how to manipulate the AI to do things. Eventually DD get's corrupted by the evil king and Oliver, MB, Celeste and Sohn have to team up and fight him to win a tournament set up by the evil king, like Mortal Kombat.

The King, he's just a typical king looking guy, kept the realm together like a king would. He's Celete's father, and he loves her dearly. He's fat, big bearded. Like Zelda's father in Breath of the Wild.

The Evil King, will do anything to corrupt the realm and have it reset. The evil king represents Oliver's step father in real life. He will impede Oliver every step of the way, even going as far as to kidnap DD and corrupt him, making them fight.

Generals,

Shadow Warriors are energy wrapped in bits of armor. They have angry glowing eyes. the engery is red and yellow, their armor is  unique and ancient. Like the armor in Legend of Zelda, Windwaker. 

Step 2 /
Storylines:
Oliver being the hero and saving the kingdom. A corruption spreads as the King is missing. The world falls into decay as glitches and evil warriors draw and quarter villages. Crazy monsters and beasts roam and threaten. Oliver has to collect items to help build his confidence to stand up to this evil. It's symbolism stands for how he wants to stand up to his abusive stepdad. (main)

Oliver and friends need to defeat the corruptions evil generals to help stop the world from being reset, the generals have unique items that help Oliver overcome challenges. These things gained in the game help Oliver build confidence in real life. (major)

This branches to Oliver needing a true friend to rely: Monsterbutt.

Monsterbutt finding a true friend in Oliver. (early and minor)

It branches out to him helping people like Celeste and Sohn.

Celeste finding a cure for her father, the king. (major sub plot)

Sohn dealing with his trauma of being tortured by the Shadow Warriors. How Oliver opens up to him about how his dad abuses him. Sohn opens up and they create a strong bond together. (strong growth sub plot)

Flash backs to why Oliver thinks DD is a hero DD is a regional hero of the game and is an ICON. Oliver looks up to him as a role model. So fighting him in the mid season finale is super important because Oliver will always do what's right, no matter what. (major / Half)

DD's betrayal, As an NPC DD became corrupted and turns on Oliver and MB. (major sub plot)

Sohn overcoming the loss of his family, learning that these guys are his family. (strong growth and major sub plot)

Celeste falling for Oliver. (minor)

The fight against the Evil King.

Step 3 /
Design:
Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends meets Hilda?

Platforms:
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Budget+Planning:

Team:

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Thursday, December 13, 2018

The Fool (not drunk version)

Wide awake. Nervous about what will be. Hope for the future cemented and laid out smooth. Like my clothes. Full of unrealistic expectations for myself.
Still, nervous.
I put on my best outfit. New jeans. New dress shoes. New button up dress shirt. As if to lie about myself on the outside. Nothing new. Nothing flashy. Just a ball of jaded darkness. Cynical and hurt. Licking wounds 10 years old next to scars three years old.
I sit there nervous, fighting the anxiety. Adjusting my pants and looking at my shoes. The trainer's voice trailing out as my heart palpitates. My mind racing. You're stuck. You trapped yourself like this. How could you let it get this bad.
I unscrew my cap to my water bottle. I gulp down water to wash away the negativity. Each swallow cleansing me. Wave after wave of "let it go"
I scan the room defensively. My cap making a little squeak as I tighten it closed.
My eyes meet yours and I look away as quickly as they met. You look back to the trainer and I admire you. I wonder what you're like and who you are. I look at you, examining you. I can't help but think of the word beautiful.
I try to figure out how to talk to you. I dismiss the thought.
I think about how if you sat next to me what I would say to you. Would I joke around and be silly, or would I be so serious? It wouldn't fly. I couldn't charm a woman like that.
What could someone like her see in something like me? I beat myself up for thinking like that.
I feel like a monster, something disgusting and repulsive. She wouldn't talk to me even if she had to.
A beauty to my beast.
I'm a thing, and she's beauty incarnate.
Her hair wavy and wild, but tamed, brown and reds swirl and curl that lead to a neat bun.
Her blue eyes light up when a smile hits. Her lips so inviting, curved up as she laughs. They make me think about strawberries. I bite my lip thinking about what it would taste like. Dismiss the thoughts. Be realistic. I look down at my stomach. A button stressed out worse than I am. As if to be holding it all together under so much pressure. I suck it in a little.
I try to pay attention in the class. My mind wandering. Going around and around.
I dream about how she looks with her hair down. At ease, lounging around on a day off. Looking through her phone, binging Netflix with a blanket wrapped around her.
Her voice hits me. Soft like a melody. We learn her name. It's one unlike any other. Unforgettable.
She sings a ballad of who she is to me, short and sweet. The realization is, it's not to me. It's to everyone. Seems as though I forgot there were other people on Earth. I thought it was just us for a moment.
Time goes on and everyday I hope I have the guts to say hi. But one day the universe interrupts.
OK everyone find a new seat. Do not sit next to anyone you sat by before. The side conversations have been getting out of hand and we have a lot of stuff to get through before you all are ready.
I picked a seat, empty on both sides. I kept thinking about who I didn't want to sit next to. And for moments my worst fears had been realized. Noisy and annoying. Rude and unpleasant. I decide to move down a bit. An empty seat next to me.
I had no idea that day things would change for me. I couldn't fathom what would transpire.
If you told me word for word everything that happened I would laugh at you and call you a liar.
You had no where else to go. You were stuck next to me.
Here it was. The thing I had been thinking about for so long. What do I do? What do I even say?
If a quiz is a quizzical, then what is a test? I write it on a scrap paper and slid it over.
She reads it. Her eyebrow twinges and she re-reads it. She looks at me silently laughing. I smile back at her. My eyes zing. I feel energy pouring out of me like I had been struck in the heart. All of my anything was leaking out.
I spend time encouraging her, she's just as nervous about this job as I am. I do my best to coach and empower. You are worth it. You should try. In the end it's going to work out. I promise.
We learn together. I see you blossom. I offer you advise and show you how I'd approach things.
You call me your buddy and tell me you wouldn't know what to do if we had to sit apart.
I laugh and I think, beauty and the beast. She's stuck in my castle and now she will learn to love me or leave.
I invite her to play a game. We fill in squares until the grid is locked and we count how many D's and Z's are there, the most wins. I lose intentionally. I want to give her a win. She needs her confidence built. I make her laugh and smile. I see her growing and being more confident. I admire this in her.
Eventually we get flung from the nest and we have to learn to fly or we die at the base of the tree.
I take off and I soar. I'm like a fresh clueless little bird in a crazy world. Relying on what I was told. Hoping I just do it right.
We get moved away but I at least get to see you on breaks and I try to convince you to spend time with me on lunch.
I admit my deepest fears and find out I'm super weak to you. I can't help it but feel this cosmic connection. Something otherworldly. This thing I can't explain. We hug and it's like when magnets touch. I don't want to let go. I embrace you and I feel something.
I go from feeling nothing to feeling something.
We spend time talking and learning about each other. I can't help but admit private feelings and spilling out onto you. I'm gushing out my everything. You take it with stride as if the roles reversed. You are now coaching me. You're showing me how to be better. You are telling me how to do it. How it's going to work out, and how you promise...
I've never had anything like that.
I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to impose. I respect you. I don't want to make you confused. I just want to see you smile. You deserve to be happy. You shouldn't have to fight so hard for it. It should be natural and seamless. You light me up and the least I can do is attempt to do the same.
We agree to hangout outside of work. The intention of just being able to spend more time together, something innocent. Very pure. Then the ball drops. The center in confusion. People leaving projects and moving around. We are unsure and things are not clear as to things will play out.
You tell me that you are hopeful for me and I can't believe a woman like you would ever say anything like that to me. If a woman of your caliber could feel this way towards me then I am hopeful. After all this time I can't help but think of how beautiful you are. It's not just looks. You are such a wonderful person on the inside. I admit I do not understand what you see in me but if you see it then I hope others do too. I can't help but admit you are a 12/10. So beautiful and so genuine.
You tell me that you love me, but in that deep friendship way. I admit that I do feel the same. But it's hard to say. I don't want to impose on you or confuse you. You tell me that if you had to pick that I would be on the roster. And not just on the list but like, at the top of the list...
You make me promise to you that we will make time to see each other.
You tell me that you wouldn't know what to do if we got separated. It warmed my heart.
You want to see me succeed and you admit to me how it hurts when I'm angry. I admit I feel the same.
I just want to see you flourish and be well. You warm me right up. You kiss me on the cheek one day after giving you a ride home. I just remember feeling the power of that kiss all the way to bed. I never want to feel anything on that cheek ever again. Unless it was another kiss.
Today is the day. I lay there in bed nervous. Plans laid out like my clothes on the night stand. I have a new shirt I've never worn before. I hope to show off. I want to show you I am not lying. I am what you see. A real man. Built up from hard work and trust. We've built something strong in each other. I've watered you and nurtured you, and you to me. We've been tending this beautiful garden. You helping me prune the toxicity. It's so lovely to see you, radiant and beautiful. You are life itself.
Glorious in its magnanimity. I am radiating confidence as we converse on break. I can't help it but want to hug you, so I double hug you and laugh to myself. All these days of standing at your locker and talking to you. The days under the trees learning more about each other. Seeing you angry, seeing you sad, seeing you just be you. Me being me, sad, jaded and melancholy.
We build each other up.
I wait for you at the end of the day. Your shoes clicking as you hurry to my car. Makes me think about how I was running through today to get to this moment. I watched the clock eagerly waiting to leave knowing I'd be able to hang out with you one on one. No expectations, nothing holding us up, just you and I. Like the first time I heard you speak.
We are there existing on a whole other level. No one else there on our plane of existence.
We vibrate on a level like none other. Our cosmic force colliding. Little supernovas form from our chemistry. I can't help but touch you. I feel the heat radiating off of you. You hug on me. You hold onto me. You wrap your arms in mine as we walk. It's like we have finally connected.
I'm no longer leaking my everything. I'm together. I am it. This beast tame. No longer wounded. No longer guarded. I can just be. You're just you and I'm just me. We are it.
I can't explain what lead up to this but knowing you're so close to me makes my heart race. I can't help but look at your lips and your eyes as you look at me and mine. I feel that magnetic pull.
There's no sense fighting it. I feel like this is what it was like when the Moon collided with the Earth.
My lips touch yours and for an instant a new universe was created. Explosive and fiery. You gently press your tongue on mine. Asking me for more in an innocent power play.
We break. I admit I couldn't help myself. I can't be the reason you get hurt. I don't want to impose. And as an adult I know what I'm doing is taboo. But I can't help it. We pull in together again. As if more passionate and more real.
We admit it's time to go. We can't keep this up realistically.
I take you home and as we part you turn around and blow me a kiss. I catch it and I put it on my heart. Like a band-aid... I become overwhelmed with reality. I actually feel something. I feel alive. I feel like I did before I was broken and jaded. All I needed was someone like you.
My heart swells and I feel so much joy. I begin to well up. Happiness begins to pour from my eyes. Then sorrow. Then pity. But then more happiness. It is much better to love and lose then to have never loved at all. I cry for a half hour. Just thinking about how real it is. Life isn't a joke. Life isn't fake. Life isn't pit against me. Life isn't a waste. Life is real. This is what it is to be alive. This is what it is to win. This is what it is. This. Is. It.
I knew it. My heart will never be the same.