Leveling up with XP.

I'm liking my life to a certain extent.
Which is a good thing, I believe.
I mean, who wants to live their life and hate it?
I remember when things were hard for my family. Times were really fucking rough. Like, I can't believe I survived rough. I repressed a lot of those emotions and feelings because I wasn't allowed to freak out. Cause if I was freaking out then shit was really fucked up.
I guess that's why I'm so calm and collected in certain situations, and cold and calculated in others.
To get back to my comment though, I like my life. Not 100% at the moment.
There are places I wanted to be right now. Life keeps kind of shitting on me some times though.
I'm okay with it because honestly I can't do anything about it. That's my one thing I have accepted in my life. I can't control every aspect of it.
Being complacent sucks. So it's good to just keep moving forward. I'm feeling like I may not be good enough. But considering the kind of work I've been producing lately I may have to retract those feelings.
I feel like I've leveled up quite a bit since I got to school.
I feel like the money I've spent has been put to great use.
Now lets get working on stuff for my portfolio so I can get a sweet animation job.

Stencil Done...

Hey guys. Just finished up the stencil I'm going to use for that painting.
Did it while watching the first season of Breaking Bad. I'm more than halfway done with the season...
Also Started my Pokemon Silver adventure. Go Totodile!
Oh, and I finally came up with a good acronym for my tagging persona.
N.E.S.
Not Entirely Serious
Keep an eye out for my video game related stencils.

Residual Tremmors.

Rhythm.

I love that I got started painting today.
I'm already pretty far along with it.
I just don't like how small it is. It'll be a good accent to my final painting though.
Got a good start I think. Waiting for it to dry so that way I can throw in those highlights and shadows.
After that, it's stencil time for the face and bam. Done. =D

Oh, I forgot...

Roughs for my game that I'm slowly putting together. On the top you've got some like, enlarged views of what's on the bottom. So like the HQ, and stuff.
Over map, then zoomed in during battle. It lacks color but that's because I have to clean up everything in illustrator. Then I'll import to flash and color. Then we'll see about programing..