Hello.
I am writing to post an update after have a long time of growth and acceptance.
A lot has transpired from the last post until now and without getting into all of the details I will share that things are going OK!
It's easy to imagine things going good or not. I always just keep going through it all. It will all eventually turn out good or OK. I'm going to walk forward until my final day. There's no giving up until then.
I am working on Xen & Teebo still. I'm writing a horror story called The Stones Ache. That is a working title. Not sure how that one will end up.
I have shut down my Red Bubble page a few days ago when they upped their fees and are now pushing this subscription based service to reduce those fees.
I work for United Health Care now. I got my producers license to sell insurance.
I had to change a lot of things in my life to get here. I am finally getting more in tune with who I am alone. I have been single for a while now and celibate for 55 days today.
I am working on exploring my faith in God. This is also another long story I just don't want to get into at this time.
My cat Garth is still doing great. He's about 10 years old now, I'm guessing.
I have been on a diet and working on improving my overall health.
I was 334 lbs in December and struggling with some emotional issues.
I am currently 270 lbs on a blood pressure medicine which has really put me in a normal zone.
My mental health is great. I have been focusing on being present in the day to day and leaving the things in the past with forgiveness. Looking to the future with good faith, and tossing my worries in prayer because it's not for me to deal with anymore! Anxiety has been non existent. I have been working on things that make me happy. I am barely playing video games anymore. They kinda suck these days anyways. I also have been too broke for PS+ and other memberships.
I have been also dealing with loss. A friend recently committed suicide. It just sucks. I have a long list of people to live harder for.
I hope to post more in the future in regards to my developments in the stories I am working on and then the subsequent artwork or other things that come with it.
Thanks for reading.
